love me

by - March 18, 2018

" lovers? friends? it's up to faith."
I want you to love me. Not as who I used to be, or what I look like or whatever idea that you have of me. I want you to love me as who I am right at this moment, standing in front of you and have you adore every part of me even if it’s imperfect. I don’t want you to kiss me hungrily, hold me whenever you feel like it, lie down with me because I asked you to, compliment me when you needed something, fill the silence with small talks that won’t even stay in my mind. I don’t want any of that because I could see how insincere your love is, how you wanted this only because you’ve never felt like this in a long time. I don’t want meaningless love, that couldn’t touch your soul or make you feel anything at all but love. 

I want you to kiss me with adventure, or when the world’s falling apart around us. I want you to hold me when it’s only us, no one else around. I want you to lie down with me and savour this moment because you never know when times like these will come again. I want you to compliment me with sincerity, not because you want to make me feel that way, but because you actually feel like it is the truth. I want you to appreciate silence and quiet because that’s what makes things much more beautiful. Talk is so overrated. I’d rather spend hours, not talking to each other and just enjoy this. 

I want you to love me because it’s who I am, not because I make you feel completed or alive. Love me, only when you know it’s me.


yours truly,
ghost.

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